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15 January 2013 @ 09:12 pm
And just wanted to say hi to everyone. 83 HELLO WORLD.
24 October 2011 @ 05:28 pm
Hey guys. I was going to go walk the dogs but Tober refuses to get off my lap so Ill just use her as an excuse to update you on my happenings.

First off Personal stuff:Collapse )

I need advice-sh stuff.Collapse )


SupernaturalCollapse )

SuitsCollapse )

Other tv showsCollapse )

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Okay, I m sneezing and coughing up a storm. Just what I need, finally some time off and Im getting sick. HURRAY!!!

I hope you are all doing well, Please know that I miss you all and would love to hear about whats been going on! TOODLES LOVELYS!
17 July 2011 @ 11:03 am
Harry Potter Spoilers hurrrCollapse )

Personal stuff I get to talk about now.Collapse )

Also I took my cat outside in the yard for the first time evah. Sheeee fuckin' looooved iiitt.
20 June 2011 @ 11:16 pm
Hi! So I'm back. From the big Tex Mex in the Sky~ 8D

Texas was fun. Lots of adventures to be had, INCLUDING GHOST HUNTING AND ANIME CONS. Yay!

I tried out for a flower shop in Bunker Hill, they really liked me. Im going in tomorrow to work on their facebook page. The owners are a gay couple, totally fabulous, and they said they're going to try to work me in to the schedule cause they really want me around. Thats good for the most part. Other then that still working at Comicazi. We had a trivia night on Saturday and I SUUUUCCKKKED. It was general trivia, I could not help at all.

Ive caught up with Young Justice, Game of Thrones, Sherlock and now I'm trying to finish Doctor who.

I WANT TO FANGIRL. AND I HAVE NO WAY TO FANGIRL. Waah. Game of thrones, because I suck at names: I ship the Black smith assistant and the youngest stark girl. And all theyve done is look at each other. Is this real life.

Also, if anyone has not seen Red Vs Blue, watch it now. The animation this season is so bad ass and I am so excited to learn about all the Agents. Especially since my favorite is back. YORK!! YOOOORK!!


I have no idea when Merlin comes back on. D8
25 May 2011 @ 05:59 pm
I have seriously been through this emotional roller coaster for the past two weeks. With James dying, me loosing my job and trying to scramble and find another AND trying to scower money together for my trip to Texas I just want to take life and kick it in the crotch. Repeatedly. Nothing is worse then having to explain to people all day that James committed suicide and people kind of suck. They are like vultures, picking at the body. "When is he gonna sell his collection, can we look through it?" I DONT FUCKING KNOW PEOPLE, Let the family mourn for Christs sake. Jesus fuck.

I seriously have been feeling the urge to just roll up and cry for two weeks now but it just isn't coming out. I have been trying to cry for a while now and its just not working. I know I had a hard time getting my emotions out before but this is fucking ridiculous.

And the worst part is seeing others get really emotionally open bout whats going on and I just dont have that capability. I usually run from that touchy feely shit cause im like a god damn robot and Everything is just working badly. Im tired, soooo tired of everything.

These last posts have been nothing but ANGST. Ugh. Oh and this guy like, yelled at me on the phone today because of what happened to james. "WHY DIDNT ANYNE TELL ME- I HAD MY SHIT AT HIS HOUSE WHEN AM I GOING TO GET THAT- HIS EX WIFE IS A BITCH." Ugh. If I only had to deal with one day of this stuff I can only pray and hope Jesse is doing better then I . H has to go through this every day.

Texas. I will be there on tuesday. TUESDAY.
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
20 May 2011 @ 10:39 pm
So I havent seen the beginning of SPN, I watched the second half. It was really sad, but I have a general EH - about it.

I could also be distracted. Jesse called me and told me that James family has decided to take him off life support. If Karrie, his ex-wife approves then they are going to pull the plug as it were. This is all very surreal to me. I worked with the guy for a year, sure, we ended horribly and I had personal problems with him that I could talk your ears off about for an hour... but I knew he was trying to be a good guy at some points. Not eveything he did was to screw other people, he just handled situations badly, as is proven by his decition in doing this.

James wasn't my favorite person. Everyone has both good and bad lights shed upon them, but he was the first to give me a job in comics. I put my blood sweat and tears in to Hub, and even though its been like three years I still liked it there. I still hoped, even though shit was bad between us, that things would turn out better then this for him.

I... don't really know what I feel right now. Im kinda blank. Swiped clean. It hurts my head to even try to process. I just... really hope Im here for the funeral or the wake or something. Or I have to visit him, I dont even know what the hours are or whats happening. I wish this wasn't stuff I had to try to figure out.

Its very... disorienting.
16 May 2011 @ 10:12 pm
... I just got the call that my former boss from Hub Comics killed himself. (or tried to, theres no confirmation to whether hes dead or not. This was three in the afternoon. What the fuck.)

Im...curling up in bed. I feel really numb but I haven't cried yet. Im hoping that comes soon.

If i havent said this enough please know that I love every single one of you. With all my heart.

Edit: he's alive. In the ICU. thank god.
13 May 2011 @ 11:31 pm
I seriously have the worst fucking luck. I try really happy to stay positive and be happy but things just seem to fuck me over none the less. And im SICK OF IT.

I try hard to be a good friend and I get boned in the end. I WANT TO STOP CAAAAARRRING SO FUCKING MUUUUUCCCHHH. AUUUUUUUGGGGGH.


So as you all must know even though Ive had my ups and downs with my Job at Exotic flowers, I still love the shit out of working there cause it makes me happy. I love making flower arrangements, working in Boston is awesome, being in a big touristy area is a lot of fun. The big green house and all the other shops in Faneiul Hall are rented from a company in boston. Every few years the company will sell the contracts to another company and theyll be in charge of the contracts then. Well, like everyone else, we rent from these guys. We dont own the glass green house, we just borrow it.

Apparently my Boss has been trying to talk to the company about renewing our lease and no one has been calling him back.Talking to him. ANYTHING. They just ignored him and finally yesterday he was able to get a hold of them. The company from Maryland informed them that they do not want Exotic Flowers in Faniuel hall anymore, nor do they want any other mom and pop stores there. Like Boston Marathon is closing down. And others. So, what comes of this you may ask?

We're closing offically on the 31st of May. Two fucking weeks. I had planned to stay at this place for at least a few more months, save my money see if I can find a way to go to Europe . But no, instead Now two weeks before I go to Texas Im gonna have to start looking for another job. I know, I know, one door closes another one opens, but Im tired. I dont want to have to go to all these different flower shops and try to sell myself. Convince people to hire me. Luckily I'm getting severance pay for the two weeks im on Vaca cause this is all so last minute. And im getting about 60 hrs for the next two weeks, so ill get paid for that two weeks later. So thats nice.

Im just really really tired. Uuugggh, i just want to sleep and be done with it aaallll.

Also, anyone wanna beta the SPN fic im gonna write?

ALSO ALSO , enjoy this :

The only thing i dont like is the dialogue right after the song ends. Its awkwardly placed.
08 May 2011 @ 12:22 am
It is sunflowers and yellow, my new favorite color. It makes me very happy.

Also, Supernatural is fucking with my life ;___; WHY CAS WHY.
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
27 April 2011 @ 10:28 am
Write the following and take a picture!
1. Your username.
2. Your favorite band.
3. Draw a heart.
4. Your favorite person.
5. How are you today?
6. Tag 5 people


BTW DID ANYONE ELSE LOVE GLEE LAST NIGHT? Burt referring to Kurt as Finn's brother was the cutest thing ever.
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
22 April 2011 @ 11:25 am
So on monday I was apparently suppose to work from 10-3, I didn’t remember him asking me. I dont look at the calender at work because Ive had the same fucking schedule for the past three months and on monday morning when I didn’t show, he texted me. Once. ONCE. Didn’t call, nothing. Just one measly text message.

I called him once I noticed the message at 12, told him i didn’t remember that I was suppose to work that morning. I told him I had been planning to come in from 2-9pm like my usual schedule is, and I apologized for messing up. He told me to not bother coming in then cause he had someone else coming at that time. I apologized, again. And later that night, sent a text message to him apologize ONCE MORE for the mistake I made.

I got this today.

Mike: I know you have today off. Are u available to work tomorrow morning?

Me: No, Im sorry. 8(

Mike: I’m sorry to tell you this but you are so unreliable.

Me: Do you really think that was the professional thing to say over a text message? I try my best for your store and I apologized profusely for messing up on monday.

Mike: That’s as professional as I can give you seeing as you can’t ever work when the store needs you. Monday was not the first time more like the 3rd.

I haven’t responded yet. I don’t know what to do. Last semester I called out of work at the flower shop two thursday mornings in a row. I missed work on monday by accident, it was a mistake. When he asks me if I can cover shifts its always the day before or the day of, most of the time I can’t because I A) am in School B) Have another fucking job or C) am busy. I just dont know what to do at this point.

There are so many things that he has done to me that I just never told the owner Rick about. Should I contact him?

Who the fuck does this over text message?!
17 April 2011 @ 07:51 pm
I need to design a character, tell me what you think of these three for this guy.

Charlie Baker
• Age range: 30’s to early 40’s
• Should be able to speak with an British accent as well as other foreign accents (possibly
Slovak or other)
• Should be willing to be fairly physical
Charlie Baker is the "foreigner" of the play's title, an Englishman. Initially, Charlie is extremely
shy, dull, and morose as he worries about the apparently imminent death of his philandering wife.
A proofreader for an English science fiction magazine, Charlie considers himself "boring" and
wonders what it would be like to have a vibrant personality. At the beginning of the play, Charlie
is so sad and shy that he doesn't want to speak to anyone. When Froggy introduces him as a
"foreigner" who can't speak or understand English however, Charlie reluctantly takes on the role.
He gradually discovers his hidden potential: leadership skills, love, and the vibrant personality he
has always craved.

Images hereCollapse )
14 April 2011 @ 10:27 am
+5 favourite characters
+3 OTPs
+Funniest character
+Prettiest character
+Most bad-ass character
+Character I’d like as my BFF
+Character that’s ruined my life

08 April 2011 @ 10:05 am
It occures to me that im not as close to people as i want to be .

Wah. ;___;

new volume of Fables came out this week. READING ITTTT.

Also, new game of apples to apples or cranium on saturday at the shop. Hope people can make it.

AND: I am not going to Anime Boston any more. Some stuff happened, and I didn't think it was a good idea for me to go any more.

05 April 2011 @ 03:06 pm
I don't know if you guys remember but last year I found a seagull with my mom that had been hit by a car. We brought it to Angel animal hospital cause it had a broken wing and they said they would take care of it. I called the next day and they said the seagul had enternal bleeding so they had put it down.


Yesterday me and mom found a morning dove that had it's little eye hanging out of it's socket. A falcon was eying the thing like it was a Mickey dees sandwich so I grabbed the dove and ran. We brought it to Angel and the bird was fine. Aside from the eye thing it was flying fine, everything was okay. When giving the bird to the lady I told them I was willing to adopt the bird if they could patch up the eye. I felt like I should of lied and said the dove was mine straight from the get go but I didn't cause I'm a fucking idiot. The dove was really sweet. He was a true sweet heart.

So anyways they give me the adoption number and tell me to call tomorrow to check onthe bird.

So I call today, wait 25 fucking minutes to talk to someone and when I finally do the girl just says "oh yeah. We put that morning dove down right after we get it cause of it's eye."

What. The. Fuck. The bird wasn't even that hurt and they fucking put it down?!? Animals survive with just one eye all the fucking time! And even though insaidninwanted to adopt it they killed it anyways?!? WHAT THE EVER LOVING FUCK. My instincts told me to lie and say it was mine and I just IGNORED them! And now cause I did the birds dead. Awesome.

I honestly think if animal is brought in and it doesn't have an owner they just fucking kill it. And that isn't fair. Not to mention the girl I spoke with on he phone seemed pisses off I was calling to inquire about this bird. She was kinda cold.

Long story short I started crying in new grounds cause I'm a fucking wuss. I'm really sad it seems like they didn't even try to save the dove. Fuckfuckfuck.
05 April 2011 @ 10:31 am
After watching the newest episode of Castle I really want some tasty Pizza. WHAT IS MY LIFE.

Fwah. Im bored ;____; and hungry. I shall get food but I will order it because i am awesome.

31 March 2011 @ 09:41 pm
This is about right, yeah? Cause im assuming everyone in my friends list is female. HURRAH.

Oh god, I am so exhausted. Im about to curl up with some Young Justice and go to bed.

For those of you who may not know I run the Comicazi twitter, the names just that. If you guy live around us, follow it cause i put up discounts for people. And if not, im always putting up nerdy ass links for your amusement. so I hope you do. <3

I have a confession to make , I was reading Age of X: The Avengers on the bus and the end made me start crying. IT WASNT A FULL OUT BAWL, but I was tearing up on the bus, I am such a jack ass.

...There was something else I wanted to mention here. I dont remember what it is. FUUUU-. <3

OHOHOH: I hope everyone watches the new episode of Batman: Brave and the Bold. They bring in Superman and they do an entire homage to Superdickery.com if you haven't seen that site please for the love of god rectify the situation. Its amazing. Let it in your life now.
25 March 2011 @ 12:04 am



20 March 2011 @ 07:46 pm
She put together a surprise party for me yesterday for my birthday. Like twenty people showed up and I had no fucking idea. I had a spiderman cake and she decorated colored lights and stars everywhere. It was so awesome.

Definitely best birthday to date
16 March 2011 @ 11:28 am

Cut for a horribly depressing rant.Collapse )

Okay, really long rant is over. Listening to this Jimmy Webb song over and over is making me laugh so fucking hard, its so ridiculous.

I love you all. <3 I hope you know that.
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
07 March 2011 @ 11:55 pm
Hows everyone doing tonight? I thought Id give an update.

My manager at Exotic flowers gave a bunch of shifts to this new girl ive never even met, she HASNT WORKED THERE , and gave them to her even though he knows how badly I need hours. Ive been talking to my coworker Allison (who mind you has been working at Exotic far longer then mike yet some how this dillhole gets the job) about the situation and today I finally said "This blows, but I think im going to have to start looking for a new job." Thats when Allison put her foot down. She told me that I needed to email the owner Rick and tell him what was going on because Michael has treated me differently from everyone else since day one. Along with that she said I needed to make my concerns known and she would back me up. She said I was a hard worker and she didn't want to see me go cause of a douche like mike. That was nice of her , so now I gotta think up and write an email to Rick , figure out how to tell him the man he has said he 'sees like a son' is a god damn idiot fucking up his business. This ought to be lovely.

In other news I am absolutely horrid at Tumblr. I dont know what the fuck is going on and I have no idea what i am doing.

OH OH , Apples to Apples at Comicazi was FUCKING INSANE. IT. WAS. SO. MUCH. FUN. We ended up playing from 8 to 11, and quite honestly I just love the people at Comicazi. They are amazing, and flawless and so much fun. I love it I love it I love it.People were absolutely ridiculous trying to argue their points, myself included. One person said I couldn't "batway my way through the game" cause I kept yelling protest for not getting the cards. I cant wait till the next game.

Ugh, Fables is amazing. I powered through eleven volumes in a week. They claim that my favorite character is dead, however there was NO BODY so i must insist that he is alive. THERE IS STILL HOPE.

Also, I know this will get me crucified but I like the american version of BEING HUMAN. I KNOW, I havent seen the british version, and yes the american can be camp and stupid but god, Im loving it more and more. Especially the actor that plays Ayden. I didn't like him that much in Smallville but he was awesome in Dexter and in being human he is like the mother trying to fix everyones shit. And tonight when Josh was wolfing out and Theyre all just "SAVE THE TV!!!!" I died. Oh yeah and wtf Lisa Braden being in tonights episode. Being a MOM. And Lucifer is in it as a manipulative vampire. WHAT IS HAPPENING.

Um um um, voice posts are easier then this XD I rather just talk then type. Typing is hard. D8 Speaking of which I gotta go finish my outline for DCforever . TOODLES.
04 March 2011 @ 11:27 am
Hey, heres my voice post. I wanna get a mike so next time it sounds better 8D BUT HERE YOU GO.


I did bad on the history mid term. FUUUUUUCCCCCCCC-
Current Mood: embarrassedembarrassed
03 March 2011 @ 12:24 am
Hey guys, I have a tumblr account know cause SOMEONE WOULDNT SHUT THE HELL UP ABOUT IT.


I dont really know what the hell im doing so lord help me, im trying.

Friend me if you can 8D
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
27 February 2011 @ 10:15 pm

Take the What superhero am I?

Your Results:

Wolverine 100%

Face it bub, you're the best there is at what you do...that must mean you are THE quiz taker. Despite being covered in hair, you somehow are able to attract the ladies. Snikt!

Moon Knight

You are one bad mutha.' Unfortunately, you're a little crazy sometimes. Rich playboy, taxi cab driver, super hero, take your pick.


Hey chere, you da man. Dat 'tis pretty cool, mon ami. You are able to charge things up...even the ladies.


You are Hawkeye. For sake of argument, let's say you're the Clint Barton version and not the Kate Bishop one...unless you're into that sorta stuff. Hawkeye is cool, dashing, and a bit short tempered. Pretty darn cool though.

Anyone that knows me knows that I am one of Wolverines least favorite fans. I like Scott Summers way better.

What is my life.
10 February 2011 @ 10:50 pm
So , I saw the trailer for both Captain America and X-men First Class. Captain America looks so epicly awesome, Its going to be a such an awesome move. I am teh excite. I was actually suprised by the X-men trailer. It... looks good. but Trailers can be so friggin misleading I dont know if I should trust it quite yet. Either way with Thor and Captain America coming out this summer, I am le stoked. Im amazed by how they made Cap look so scrawny before his injection, movies are so awesome. I want to work in them so bad.

Also, this may amuse you. It was oddly appropriate.

Remember folks, this saturday is the Trivia game at Comicazi in Davis Square, somerville at 7pm! I hope to see you all there.

And also I am so friggin excited about working Valentines day. Itll be flowers galore, I saw. FLOWERS. GALORE.

Off to do my french homework. Wonk wonk wooooonk.
Current Mood: excitedexcited
06 February 2011 @ 06:52 pm
So I actually liked this episode of Supernatural. It was good, felt like what supernatural should be , rather then some bizarre show where I dont know what the fack is going on. However im not really impressed by mother D8 from the sounds of it it sounds like shes gonna be able to take the shapes of dead people, which would explain why Ellen and Jo would come back... but Buffy did that with the first. Ho hum. Also, if you introduce Lucifer last year as the big bad, its just hard for me to see anyone who would be MORE evil and SCARIER then the devil himself.


For all of those going to Comic Con: CONGRATS. I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN!! 8D Alas I can not go, I do not have the money. Im still paying my mom for insurance and thats two hundred fackin' dollars a month. No beuno.

So I joined plentyoffish.com a while ago (don't laugh. My school doesn't really give me the chance to meet people) and I went out on a date tonight with one of the guys. His name was Erick and he is hispanic . He was cute, I guess. His profile said he was 5'10 but when I got there he was like, two inches shorter then me. One of us is doing it wrong.

He didn't really have anything planned, no big deal. Erick opened doors and paid for dinner, that was nice. Walked around the mall, talked about video games and comic con and his job at the air port. he was a nice guy, kinda nerdy, it was all around nice.

If he asked Id go out with him again.

A la fuuu so thats my story. Im gonna watch glee tonight. Don't judge me. We all have our vices.

IF YOU GUYS ARE INTERESTED: This saturday there will be a romance themed triva game at Comicazi. Everyones invited, im going. Its not just comic books so itll be fun. Please drop by and say hello, it starts at 7 8D
Current Mood: dorkydorky
04 February 2011 @ 12:06 pm
Hi guys, So a little up date.

Im at Lesley right now waiting for my history class to start and going to get some NomNomNoms before that happens. It angers me how much Lesley tries to ring money out of us. I am so done with this semester, with school in general. My moms been hassling me about what im going to do with my life, going to business training, be the person who trains her receptionists. She doesn't like the fact that I have really taken to being a florist. She says that I can't get by just doing that.

I know its tough, I know im not planning but its just hard to. I dont know what I want to do with my life, and if I don't know what to do then how the heck am i suppose to get there?

Its scary. D8 I just know I want to move out, ideally to England so I gotta work to that.

In lighter news I went to a Linkin Park Concert and it was fun. It was like I was back in highschool, I havent heard their music in such a long time yet i remembered most of the words to the songs. So all and all I had a bunch of fun, even if it was a call from my youth.

On the saturday before Valentines day there will be a Romance Trivia game at Comicazi. it seems like a lot of fun so I hope you guys can come. I really think it would be a blast. Its not just comicbook trivia, its stuff from everything. So join me if you can 8D

I know im not dating anyone but I really just want flowers for Valentines day *___* Ill be working at the shop from 2-9pm it seems.

Annnnd tonights a new episode of Supernatural, lets hope it doesn't disappoint like the rest of the season has. Wonk wonk wooooooonk.

PS if you get a chance, watch Community. They just had an episode about Dungeons and Dragons. It. Was. Awesome.
23 January 2011 @ 10:15 pm
I start school tomorrow. AUUUGGGGGGGGH.

When it comes to trying to learn how to play piano, I am stupid with my left hand. Really stupid. I can't coordinate at all. 8I Fail.
17 January 2011 @ 11:34 pm
El oh el, community.

I havent posted in this bad boy forever so I thought I might. CHIP CHIP CHEERIO HOWS IT GOING?

Can I just say I love my job at the Comicbook store and at the Flower shop *__* making flower arrangements for people is so much fun, and I know im a totally bro-day-shush female and all that hot jazz, but I feel super girly when I work there. Tis awe-sum. Even if my manager there is a bit of a tardy fool. And I have my little garden in my window started ( Which I need to water. CRYAP.) and I have plans with my sister to put a garden in our yard this spring *__* it will be glorious.

And then working in the comic book store makes me totally a bro. My bosses are awesome. Mike, Dave and Bob and so cool. And Im the only girl that works there, and Comicazi is just a really friendly environment, you know? Mike has no issues with showing me how the shop runs at all, he lets me help out with stuff, gives me insight on what its like owning a store. its cool learning from with in a shop how to run it.

We have a graphic novel club every two weeks which people should come if they can. Im suppose to lead the talk on to book tomorrow, Rex Lebries - I Librarian. I havent finished it yet, there are a lot of woooorrds. DDDDDD8 DUNT JUDGE ME.

Also, boys are silly. 8I Silly boys.

ALSO - i saw the kings Speech. It was everything I wanted and more. *__* Still gotta watch Black Swan and Green Hornet now though.

ALSO - Im gonna try to post to this thing more. I always say that, lets hope this time I do it. Eh? EEEHHH?

ALSO - Booster Gold is gonna be in an episode of Smallville. Fangirling to commence in three, two , one...


Also - read this. I lol'ed. And once I have ink in my printer, I will be printing that out and posting it to my wall.

ALSO- I love you all . How you doing? 8D?
30 December 2009 @ 07:38 pm
Be a better person, be in better weight, be a better self.

Is anyone interested in joining and going to the gym with me? I was thinking of going to Davis Square Boston Sports club, the lesely uni gym aint doing it for me and I wanna start working out as soon as I get back. :[